Author Archives: deconstructingdoctor
Doc-umentation
She sends me messages all the time. Snarky. Accusatory. Judgmental. Always in the middle of my busy day. Sometimes the messages come all at once, sometimes spaced out just enough to make me think she’s gone for good. I’ve slowly … Continue reading
Joy
My oncologist thinks I’m depressed. Do you think you’re depressed? I don’t know. He asked me, ‘what do you do for fun?’ And I said -I have cancer. I’m getting chemo. I’m tired. I don’t want to do anything. Everyone … Continue reading
10 Minutes Late
I can’t stand being late. It’s a character flaw or a control issue, I’m not sure which, but I hate being late. It causes me unbelievable angst. I have a reoccurring dream/nightmare to prove it. It takes the “being late” … Continue reading
The Pain of Pain
Pain. When I was in residency they called it the 5th vital sign. The quantification of pain was as necessary and as important as a patient’s blood pressure, heart rate, respiratory rate and temperature. Assess their pain. Relieve their pain. … Continue reading


